June.
The month with the strawberry moon
Quite an exciting and exhausting month this time i’d say
From starting the month by solving sudokus to ending it by building blocks
I guess all the races i watched were the only constant
Spent all of it by continuously knitting a scarf with my plans
for when i reached the end of exams
that life just kept unravelling…..
Just for me to realise i am sort of free now aren’t i?
I can infact stay up until 4am to read
And so i did
I don’t have to study all day
I don’t have to plan which chapter i’m going to study what topics to finish right down to the minute!
It just sounds exhilarating right?
Right to when the exams get over and i realise that there are so many things that i’m out of touch with
Trying to reconnect but i can’t
Before everything was planned
Now it isn’t…
Sounds free right?
But is it though??????
Terrifying to say the least
My future is in my hands completely but i’m free right?
Or am i really…??
The transition from school to college hasn’t happened yet
I’m done with school but college hasn’t started
What am i now?
Where am i now?
This time in between confuses and confounds me
Where does one end and where does the next start
June, this june
One ended with me getting my marksheet officially for school to end
And acceptances from different colleges for the next month
May marking the end
July marking the start
But i’m stuck in june or atleast i was…
Everybody moved on but im still in june
Terrifying to say the least
I want to leave june yet somehow stay here too…

Anyways that was my June wrapped up 🙂 how was yours?

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How was your june?